Torn.

My mind is telling me no.....
But my body is telling me yes.
Can't control these thoughts in my head.
Reminiscing about the past.

We used to have it all.
I was fun, free, and happy to be.
You fell away....we grew apart.
Dropped off the face of the earth.

You said you'd never leave.
I said I'd never let you go.
Times have shown...
Just how much we didn't know.
Young and naive..

If only I could go back.
I would have done things differently.
I would have never let you slip away.
I would have been the first.

I'm torn.
I know this is wrong...
There's so much at stake.
My future...my career.
This isn't the path to take.

My life could end before it even begins.
I know you're not the best for me..
But my heart can't take "No" for an answer.
I'm fighting my body....the sinful flesh.
I have to let you go..
Everyone knows..
This isn't how it's supposed to happen.

I want to do things right..
I must wait..